The best books on war that leave you shattered (from a Purple Heart recipient’s perspective)

The sheer number of times I cried in this book is absurd. Marlantes is a Vietnam veteran and Navy Cross recipient who chronicles his journey leaving Yale University to serve as a Marine lieutenant in Vietnam. Throughout, he chronicles the struggle to readjust to civilian society and intermingles religion, philosophy, and psychology while recounting some of his most harrowing tales of combat. If you’ve ever had a loved one or friend serve who came home different and wondered why or how you can help, this is the book to read. 

I read this book shortly after returning home from Iraq and remained haunted for months. Despite the novel being a work of fiction, it details the modern veteran's struggle to find his place in society and his unadulterated embrace of violence and camaraderie that permeates each corner of his life. Powers’ explanation of combat is similar to the suspended moment before a car crash is told in prose that sings, and probably why he won the PEN/Hemingway Award for this work of art. 

A question I’m often asked is if I’m related to Eugene Bondurant Sledge, whose classic work from World War II became the basis for the HBO miniseries, The Pacific. Though I don’t know, when reading Sledge’s work, I found the way he described the horrors of combat in manners that pricked at the edges of my own war experience. (“His intestines were strung out among the branches like garland decorations on a Christmas tree.”) Sledge has been one of the few who explains the moral injury soldiers face on the battlefield long before the term became common in the Iraq and Afghan Wars. His novel impacted me so deeply, I quote him in my book.

When I returned to college in the spring of 2004, my creative writing professor found most of my essays revolved around combat or personal demons from Afghanistan, so she suggested I read O’Brien’s groundbreaking meditation on war. In both conflicts I served in, I carried several items, jewelry, and keepsakes that almost became wards or lucky rabbit’s feet. O’Brien takes the veterans of Vietnam through a fictitious account based on his experience overseas, to create a haunting combination of both memoir and fiction while detailing some of the most intimate moments of a soldier’s life (and keepsakes) on the battlefield. There’s a reason this book is considered a top American classic.

Brown is the author of the New York Times bestselling Red Rising saga, and Dark Age is his fifth novel in the series. Set in a dystopian world where humans have been genetically enhanced and conquered the solar system, the fifth book takes you through the joys of battle to the crushing agony of losing friends on the battlefield. To punctuate just how little time there is to grieve while in battle, he kills beloved characters with a stroke of the pen and almost an afterthought, focusing more on the effort than people. Many veterans found the devastation of losing a friend in combat only to have to return to battle moments later within the pages of this book, and Brown specifically interviewed combat veterans to ensure his depiction was accurate. The result? A gripping page-turner that has you riding high on adrenaline, only to be crushed under the weight of anguish.