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Beyond Any Experience Paperback – May 26, 2022

4.7 4.7 out of 5 stars 128 ratings

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Olivia Northman’s world shattered the day she lost her wife to a drunk driver. Three years later, she still struggles with grief and the demands of being a single parent to their autistic son, Ben. After her first attempt at a new relationship crumbles, Olivia retreats to the simple, the predictable. It’s what’s best for her son and her heart.

Ellie Vasquez isn’t simple or predictable. In fact, she’s charmingly impulsive, as well as gregarious, confident, and attracted to Olivia, which she reveals in an unguarded moment. Olivia doesn’t know what’s more surprising—Ellie’s interest, or her own—but a quiet conversation over drinks soon spins into something more. As Olivia’s caution gives way to hope, she sees another chance at love, both for her, and for Ben, who takes to Ellie with a tender openness. Ellie is fearless about love in a way that makes Olivia want to be brave, but the deeper their passion, the closer she gets to drowning—in grief, in fear, in guilt. To have a future with Ellie, Olivia must come to terms with her past. If she can’t, she risks losing the second love of her life.

Anne E. Terpstra’s Beyond Any Experience is an intimate, emotional debut that explores grief, parenting, neurodiversity, and the vulnerability of love after loss.

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ NineStar Press (May 26, 2022)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 383 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 1648904874
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1648904875
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 14.7 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5 x 0.96 x 8 inches
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.7 4.7 out of 5 stars 128 ratings

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Anne E. Terpstra
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Anne E. Terpstra (she/her) writes heartfelt, sex-positive fiction that is grounded in realism and centers LGBTQ+ characters. Beyond Any Experience is her debut novel.

Anne graduated from the University of Missouri-Columbia and has degrees in journalism and technical theater. She has worked as a copy editor and proofreader, and she is a member of the Chicago Writers Association. In addition to being an author, Anne is a potter and photographer. In all of her pursuits, she enjoys exploring the unexpected angle or unappreciated detail.

Anne and her wife live in Chicago with their son. When she isn’t writing, throwing pots, or taking photos, she procrastinates by baking and gardening.

You can find out more about all of Anne’s work at her website, aeterpstra.com. You can find her on Instagram at @aeterpstra and on Twitter at @anneeterpstra.

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Reviewed in the United States on February 24, 2023
A beautifully written piece about Olivia, Ellie, and Ben’s journey to find a deep love that created a family. The writing was exquisite and intense but necessary to convey the travel. The secondary characters were equally powerful … Ellie’s brother and Abuela … Olivia’s best friend all contributed to the connection of this newly formed family. A very good read, but you must be in a particular mindset to follow the characters. The author kindly gave a caveat at the beginning of the novel alerting the reader to some difficult challenges throughout the story. I heartily and enthusiastically and unequivocally recommend this and any other works by Anne E. Terpstra. Thank you Peace
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Reviewed in the United States on March 16, 2023
This is an emotional and beautiful story that has easily become one of my top 3 favorites. It’s about a widow who loses her wife in a horrible accident. She’s left to raise their son, who has autism, alone. She gets her second chance at love but can she let go of her guilt and grief to take it? It’s a story about love, loss, grief, and the extreme pain that encompasses all of it. There were times that I wasn’t sure I could continue reading because my eyes were so blurry with tears. This had me full on bawling as it reached inside me and pulled my heart out. It broke me open and left me raw. If you need a good cry or just want to read an absolutely excellent book, read this. I can’t say enough great things about it.
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Reviewed in the United States on February 11, 2024
SERIOUSLY, BUY THIS BOOK! 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
I just finished it today. All the emotions. The realness of this book is amazing. It just sucked me in from the beginning and didnt let go. Beautifully written, it took me on an emotional roller coaster ride. Dont forget your tissues
Reviewed in the United States on November 8, 2023
This book is very well written. The subject matter is heavy and tragic. There were a few times that I became confused as to who was speaking. Some of the peripheral characters weren't in the story enough and I forgot who they were. The character of Arti could have been utilized more. And I thought the ending dragged on too long. 4.5
Reviewed in the United States on August 26, 2022
An excellent read! I don’t typically read fiction novels, but the story was recommended and it’s terrific. I immediately became invested in the characters and found myself wondering about them after I had put the book down for the night - what they might be doing, how are they getting along? I literally forgot that it’s a fiction novel and felt like I knew these women.

It’s such a dynamic love story with so much grief and the weight of real life. And then there were the intimate parts, which were so captivating (and erotic). So good. The love and connection between the characters felt so real. You are left wanting to see them grow old and know their future story.

Do yourself a favor and read this book. Then re-read it. It’s that good.
Reviewed in the United States on November 9, 2023
This book tugged at my heartstrings from the word go and never let go. This felt so real from the isolation of having a child with a disability to the grief that consumes your whole world, struggling to make sense of it all and be a good person. I cried so much throughout this book, and it was amazing. She really made me feel for this family. I loved every minute of it.
Reviewed in the United States on March 28, 2023
A well written story with heartbreak and joy. A wonderful new addition to LGBTQ+ authors and I look forward to her next book. Her characters are authentic, especially how Ben, the autistic son, is a major one. Great mixture of cultures.
Reviewed in the United States on June 22, 2023
Olivia's love Sophia died in a car accident. Leaving her a single mother of Ben their autistic son. Taking him to a center that works with autistic children she meets Ellie.
Ellie makes her attraction to Olivia known. And they start seeing one another on Olivia's porch, while Ben sleeps inside.
This follows the love story of both women and Ellie's love of Ben. It is a heartwarming and loving story. Should be more than 5 stars.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Impressive debut
Reviewed in Germany on August 18, 2023
An impressive debut novel filled with warmth, heartbreak, love and healing. Nothing is black and white in Olivia and Ellie's love story and I loved that the author didn't shy away from the hard questions, unpleasant scenes showing fear, anger and devastation. A book that will stay with me long after I've read it.