Wow! Just wow. I wasn’t sure how to write this review or where to start this review. This book was so much and its hard to put it all into words.I finished this book in a day and a half. I just couldn’t put it down, I just had to know what was going to happen.This is one of the saddest book I've read. Kenna's story just broke me heart. This book really made me cry.Kenna made one mistake and it has impacted her whole life, and let be honest even before her mistake she didn’t have the best life.She was finally able to have a moment of happiness and its ripped away from her in the harshest of ways possible.I couldn’t believe how unfair her life has been and I just wanted her to get a win just one.Ledger was a bit of a jerk in the beginning which was understandable given the situation.But he was a caring and considerate to the people he cares about and extremely protective.“I don’t like that the one person I dislike the most in this world reminds me of the person I love the most.”After some time he realizes that maybe he didn’t know the whole story and he was led to believe something that wasn’t true. And maliciously but because that was what it seemed like.Ledger starts to see a side of Kenna that he didn’t realize existed and he sees the sadness in her, even though he doesn’t want to he finds himself being protective of her.Kenna does everything she can to try to redeem herself, but it seems like its always out of her reach.Everyone judges her and doesn’t know a thing about what she's been through the hurt, the pain, the utter despair and the depression she felt. It just broke my heart.“So, you decide right now, right here. Are you gonna live in your sadness or are you gonna die in it?”Colleen Hoover really took me on a rollercoaster ride in this book. You feel the hurt of all the character and their pain.“Please don’t,” I whisper. “It hurts enough already.”What was really amazing too was while we were in the present in the story we got to understand the past and the relationship between Scotty and Kenna. And how much they felt for each other.This was beautifully written I literally could put the book down all day I just had to know how things would end for Kenna, Ledger and the rest of the characters.“Maybe it doesn’t matter whether something is a coincidence or a sign. Maybe the best way to cope with the loss of the people we love is to find them in as many places and things as we possibly can. And in the off chance that the people we lose are still somehow able to hear us, maybe we should never stop talking to them.”It takes Kenna a really long time but she does find a way to forgive herself for the mistake she's made. And for her to find some sort of happiness. I enjoyed this part some much and was so happy for her.“Now that I’ve forgiven myself, the reminders of him only make me smile.”Ledger and Kenna are so good together, I love that Ms. Hoover took the time to let the characters really get to know each other and it wasn’t rushed. They peeled back every layer and got to the heart of everything. Which bound them together even more.Colleen Hoover weaves a story of love, loss and forgiveness that will have you crying and wishing that you could give Kenna a hug. I wanted so much for things to go right for her for. And for someone to give her a chance.This is an amazing story, that will bring all your emotions to the forefront and make you cry.